night

should i cut my hair in short? my hair look very messy now and making me very pekcek ahhhhh =[ but my mum dont allow me cut it now because of the exam. she asked me to tie it up. haix....

first day of the November. more twenty-two days , my dead line reach le. so whatever la...just gambatak gambatek now. after that all will pass le , right ? hmmm before sitting the SPM, my daddy going to bring us go for genting highland for relax one day one night this coming thursday =x actually is my parents want go for casino la...then we all follow them only, i also dont know what can do at genting, just relax myself ba. add somemore, we had very long time no go for travel with my parents already. =[ 

i had slept very earlier recently, but dont know why i cant do it tonight. i am very sleepy and tiring, but i cannot get in the dream after i had lied at the bed for one hour. my brain, my mind told me that ....... wake up and study better than lied at the bed for nothings. but this time this mood, i have no mood to study at all. =[ 

no go for school this few days, i was holiday one week myself. should i happy?  haihx i dont know. 

i am afraid. i am listening the radio. i am scared alone in the night now. i dont know why......

hope someone chatting with me now and accompany beside me now. but nobody be.